8 September 2010, 10:23 pm
Sorry for long read, but I'm extremely broken right now, so I want some really good advices. Be serious please. So, I met this girl a few days ago. Let's just say that she's amazing in almost every single way. She's not a player in anyway because I know that she has been with her past boyfriend for 6 years, even though she was abused and hit all the time (scars prove so). Right now we go to the same university together, and I guess I rushed a bit, since I have never kissed a girl before, let alone anything else. I like her not only because of her beauty, but because of her socializing skills, the way she talks, her personality and of course, her maturity. She said she liked me too, so we went pretty fast and went to third base. She stayed over on my bed for two nights, wore my clothes, hang out with me, and did some stuff (no home base so yeah), but you get the idea. Anyway, then suddenly one day, one of my friends (whom I recently found out also has a crush on her) talked to her for an hour, she suddenly said that I may not fit her because I am not the original person she thought I'd be. He then apparently called her out again at night around 3 am and talked to her more, and now she wouldn't even see me. He even made up a story that she's already secretly dating him, and she even complied when I asked her. What the fuck is going on? I've tried to text her, but she says if she sees me she wouldn't know what to speak about and it'd be awkward. It feels like she hates me. I know I love this girl, and I forgive her for everything, whether was it luring me or seducing me and then just kicking me off the boat, I forgive her all that, but I just want her back so badly. Is that even possible? If so, what should I do? Right now I am just kinda giving her space and not talking to her at all. She hasn't responded to me of my messages yet. And how should I get over this? This is my first love, and it's haunting me very very badly... Thanks for anyone who can help. 10 pts is all I can give, sorry, but gladly for any help. Sorry for long read again. *Add: She wouldn't give me a chance to tell her how I feel. He probably told her to never listen to me or something. She wouldn't tell me what he said. All she says to me is "you're thinking too much"...... Read More »
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